Kahimi Karie

I am so loving Kahimi Karie. I love this type of Bossa Nova Jazz. I've been looking for her CD for months now. I even went to the biggest CD shop in France but I couldnt get them. I saw it on eBay the other time, it was so cheap at first and i think the bid went up to nearly a 100bucks maybe? And its American Dollars. lol.

So basically she's Japanese but she's been living in Paris for a very long time. So she sings french jazz. Its sooo gooood! She's like my favourite favourite idol!!! : ) (Below is that CD cover, i know it looks kind of dodgy)






PS: Oh, how small can our world be.... My dad called me this morning and guess what i found out? Apparently K's dad and my dad know each other!! And they even play golf together!! WTF? and whats far worst, in indo, K's apparently my cousin's neighbour!!! ARGGHHH *screams & then dissappearss......

Love, Hope & Faith

Love is given by God but is falling in Love from God? Many people question about that. Falling in love is not from God, but - its a feeling, a very nice feeling some can say- that is a Gift from God to us. Be happy for those who gets to experience Love. But how long does that feeling stays in you? Some for a year, some maybe only a few months and some even last for only a few weeks. Do you ever wonder why you get surprised when you hear someone that has been going out for 8 years, 10 years? We question them like 'dont you ever feel bored?', 'dont you get attracted to other people along the way?' I can guarantee you, the answer is a yes. But then, what keeps them together?

It's not that same feeling of falling in love anymore, bcuz its already been gone for a long time... It's not that same connection -or sparks some call it- that they're having, bcuz they've already realised how much different they are as 2 different human beings, overwhelming the fact that when they first got together and they thought 'ooo, we have so much in common'.

But it's all about making THE decision. Its the decision of loving that special someone. And when you decide to love that someone, you put all your hope and faith in the relationship. And its not so much about worrying about regrets as you know that you can never turn back, but its how much sufferings are you willing to sacrifice making that decision on ONE special someone.

I've made that decision and I thought I'd be living happily ever after, but I guess it doesnt always happen as nice and smooth as that. In every relationship, you need to do some sacrifices to get the result that you want. No pain, no gain. And right now, its alot more than my own sacrifices, but it involves so many other people.

I've known K for about a year now. But it never crosses my mind that we would be together bcuz..
1. He was one of my best friends' ex-boyfriend.
2. I was attached back then when I knew him.
3. And i remembed how crazy my friend was over him. Totally head over heels.

And when suddenly things get out of hand and we realised that we were falling in love with each other..
4. My best friend wanted to get back with him.
5. We realised we're made for each other and we're soulmates.
6. We've fallen in too deep.

Then, its not long after, people noticed that we were getting wayy tooo close...
7. Friends & Family start panicking.
8. My best friend told me "If ever you get together with K, you'll be the happiest girl on earth"
9. But she also told me off that she was not gonna see us together any time.
10. But even after all of these troubles, he doesnt have to even talk, just being together with him makes my heart feel at peace.

All of these doesnt make me lose my hope or faith because i know we can never live without each other. But I'm standing all alone, with no one to support me and facing all of these all by myself (ourselves, K and I). It makes me search for faith and hope for things to get better as time passes by. And all I can do now is pray....

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We both know its wrong, but it seems like we forgot the way back.